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Spice Girls - Say Youll Be There

11 hours ago2,757 plays

i tried to tell myself I was okay and I can get over it like nothing but I was wrong. Just 2 days ago you were telling me how much you loved me so much and you missed me and now you’re saying you need to be alone and focus on yourself. What about me? You took all of my innocence. I gave myself to you and you were so gentle and careful that I told myself “there’s no way in hell he doesn’t love me”. But if you love someone you don’t let them go. If you love them you fight and you bitch and you get through it with them, you don’t give them such a dry reason to breakup. I woke up everyday looking forward to your good mornings and hearing about your weird dreams. I looked forward to getting to spend the entire day in your bed because all we would do was sleep and have sex and watch movies and wrestle. That is complete an utter peace to me. When I’m with you I am at peace and there isn’t anything that can take that feeling away from me. Just last Wednesday I ditched school so I could spend the day with you and we did my favorite thing all day…nothing. Then one thing lead to another and as we started you told me you love me so much and I said it back. You would just look at me and I knew everything was going to be okay and if it wasn’t for some reason you’d make sure it was. A few days before that I heard a knock on my door and when I opened it you were holding a teddy bear, a coke and hot Cheetos and you’re reason for the surprise was because you loved me. How do you go from that to being so emotionless? I tried everything I said everything I could think of to make you stay and you wouldn’t budge. I don’t know what to do. I can’t sleep, I can’t go without thinking about you and crying. I keep thinking this is a horrible nightmare and I’m gonna wake up anytime soon and I’m gonna tell you what I dreamt of and you’re gonna tell me how that would never happen. I don’t wanna get out of bed. I need to sleep but if I do I’ll just dream about you and I can’t wake myself to the moment it starts. I’ve never been so hurt I’ve never been in such shock and this is only the beginning. I just want to lay on your chest and trace your tattoos with my fingers and I can’t even do that. But if I knew that was gonna be the last time I ever saw you or touched you I would’ve done so many things differently. I love you with every bit and piece of me and you’ve taken all of that love and turned it into pain that is engulfing my body.

I’ve been crying nonstop for two days

I don’t want to wake up without you telling me Goodmorning. I don’t wanna go to school without you asking me how my day has been. I don’t wanna go to sleep without you telling me how much you love me. I don’t wanna go home without looking forward to seeing you the sooner I get there. I don’t wanna go through a day where I’m not even on your mind and I don’t hear from you. I don’t wanna move on. I don’t wanna get better without you. I don’t want to be without you.

wolvesxparis:

But I’m staring at your number, wondering when I should dial.

I know the things have changed since freshmen year, when we was back in school
See, I was in the hoop team, glad to see you cheering
Thinking how you used to love it when I kissed you by your earring
But I’m older and you’re older, connection’s growing colder
But I keep that feeling mixed inside like alcohol and soda
Then you call, heard your voice and those feelings came right back to me
It’s sad to see your ex’s didn’t treat you like I can, you see
It’s different, now I’ve changed, wish you could feel the same
But it’s hard, because relationships bring happiness and pain..

2 days ago6,041 plays

Ryan Gosling on the set of Only God Forgives

Ryan Gosling on the set of Only God Forgives

yokto:

don’t watch blue valentine when you’re sad already 

pabloestamor:

Tink “Treat Me Like Somebody”

2 days ago19,281 plays